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9.24.2009

Thursday, September 17, 2009 6:16 PM – BLOG

I have two hours before dinner so I am going to eek in a quick blog for y’all. Ironically, it’s actually Day 9 today, haha!

So, the biggest news: I got to see seals! :D Gizzly took me, Ana, Elise, and Svenya kayaking yesterday morning, and we kayaked right up to a group of about 20 seals. I was smart and planned ahead (i.e., before I even left Iceland…) and purchased a waterproof one-use camera, so I got to take pictures, and everyone else had digital cameras that they didn’t wanna ruin, so they could only kayak around and look at them. Most of them were pretty camera-shy – every time I would lift up my camera to snap a picture, they would dive underwater, like they knew what I was about to do! But at the end as we were rowing back to shore, one came up on my side (only approx. 10 meters away!), and it was quite the little attention whore. I snapped one picture and then turned to row away, thinking I was lucky for being able to get that one and all of a sudden I hear a bit of a splash and looked around me back toward where it was and it was sitting there breathing heavily out of its nostrils and splashing around. So I lifted my camera to take another picture, but I paused because I didn’t want to waste any film, and I assumed it would just flip down underwater because now it was staring RIGHT at me (plus, the whole time I’d been out kayaking, I was scared to death that they’d be suspicious of us humans and purposely gang up on us and try and flip our kayaks, so I didn’t want to anger it with my excessive picture-taking, of course!). And it just kept staring at me, as if to say “Uhhhh, c’mon, take a great picture already, I don’t have all day here!” So I did take a picture. An awesome picture. Haha. Oh, by the way, I’ve learned that “awesome” in German is “gael,” and we have coined a term here at the workcamp – “supergael!!” Haha! We also say “Chin-chin!” every time we toast or “cheers” one another, but that is Japanese, and means something totally different…Haha!

Oh, and I didn’t end up going horseback riding yesterday. Haha. I don’t know what was up, but I was SOOOO freaking tired. I came back from kayaking and napped for a few hours, then I had lunch (leftovers of the famed potatoes and meatloaf from the last blog hehe) – and then I napped again! The girls who went kayaking with me made fun of my snoring sound…so I guess I officially snore then…sigh. Anyways, then the girls and I (and Koya) went to this really awkward “natural” hot pot that was completely full of algae (health benefits, maybe? Lol), and we jumped into the freezing fjord and then STRAIGHT back into the hot pot! Haha. It was very awkward, but very fun.

So, update on the work! We have made some good progress on the painting of the barn…we may actually get that done before we leave! And we will probably finish the stone path by the end of tomorrow! I am so excited, because that means I get two days of work other than this stone path that I have done for, like, a week or so straight now! If you were here doing it, you would know how exciting that news is, haha. Anyhow, I think I will go play some cards (maybe Solitaire ::frowny face::), and I will report to all you lovely blog buddies later. Love You!

Ryan!


Oh, P.S. -- I'm not sure if I've listed anywhere in these blogs all the people who were at the workcamp, so I will do that now:

  • Elise, who is French and lives in Belgium
  • Winnie (given name is Xiao-Lu), Taiwan
  • Raphael, Austria
  • Anna, Germany
  • Svenja, Germany
  • Me, USA :)
  • Mauro, Italy ("Environmental Messenger"/Camp Leader B)
  • Lukas, Slovakia (Camp Leader A)
  • Matt, Turkish in ethnicity but was raised mostly in Canada and currently lives in London
  • Koya, Japan
  • Hosts -- Gisli (owner) and Stella (his mom/cook)

Also, don't worry, I will write more another day about my final times in Iceland and the journey back. :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 1:28 PM – BLOG

Okay! So here I am in Iceland and it is Day…shit, I don’t even know, haha…I think it’s Day 9? And today is the first day I’ve had time to blog! Our days have been so full and busy, with almost no time for pause between waking and retiring.

Here’s the basic “programme” (how Europeans say “schedule”) for each day:

  • Breakfast some time between 8 and 9 am
  • Start working an hour after breakfast begins, until about 1 pm
  • Lunch until 2 pm
  • Start working again until around 5 or 5:30 pm.

o Sometimes we have a “coffee break” around 3ish. Because I don’t drink caffeine, this break is a nice excuse to sit. After sitting A LOT the last year while working at Great Life, I never thought I’d see the day that I actually wanted to sit. Now I CRAVE sitting. It’s nice to have a break from the rigorous work here.

Iceland has these natural phenomena called “hot pots.” They are basically like Mother Nature’s hot tubs – or like Utah’s hot springs. But the way they are formed and geothermically heated is via Iceland’s volcanoes. And there are 4 of them on the property at which we are staying, so usually every night after work at some point, we will go into these and just hang out. They are incredibly relaxing. I think there are nutrients in the water, brought from the volcanic material or something like that, so it really helps your muscles relax naturally. It’s quite the way to top off the night.

Our host’s name is Gizzly (I’m sure that is not how it is spelled, but because I don’t know how to spell it correctly, and even if I did, you probably wouldn’t know how to pronounce it correctly, I figured I’d just spell it phonetically and make it easier on both of us, haha!), and his mother’s name is Stella (much easier to spell correctly…). I think they’ve both lived in (rural) Iceland much too long. She’s a bit of crazy (from working WAY too much) and he’s incredibly contemplative and quiet. He has on his property his home, a hotel, a small home-cookin’ restaurant (literally home-cookin’; his mother cooks all our meals), a stable with approx. 10 horses and a whole campground area for those who wanna come stay on his property but not in the hotel (probably very similar to the concept of a hostel with its campground). He also has a very large barn, which has a greenhouse appended onto it. Outside the greenhouse are three of the hot pots, while inside is the remaining hot pot, as well as a regular-sized pool, Inside the barn is a very large (and very dirty/cluttered) storage area (like, to store tractors and other farm tools and vehicles).

So, anyway, I thought that I’d be out camping, roughing it in RIDICULOUS conditions, ya know…Like, I brought with me brasil nuts (even thought I didn’t like them) and almonds, and all my protein shake powder and quite a bit of Propel Fitness powder and even a huge tin can of dried apples that I had in my house in case of, like, what is that called…what LDS people save up for. I don’t even know why I have it, haha! My mom just gave it to me and told me to keep it for my “food storage” and I kept it because I like dried apples and I knew it’d appease her. But I guess it’s supposed to be my supply for the Apocalypse or something. Anyhow, I even brought those. Haha!

Anyway, we get here to this guy’s property and it’s like a hotel in the middle of nowhere. I mean, it’s not some ritzy hotel, mind you, but it’s kind of bed-n-breakfast-style. It’s quaint, and it’s simple, and it’s cozy, and best of all: IT’S WARM! Like, as in, they have heaters for basically each room that I can control myself. I can change the temperature any time I want. I love it. It’s seriously luxurious this temperature issue.

In case you haven’t heard, it’s pretty cold in Iceland. This past week, it’s fluctuated between 5-12 degrees Celsius. Ah! Yea! I just remembered I have a converter on my laptop! As I’m sure you’re all well aware, America is dumb and is the ONLY country that uses miles, inches, Fahrenheit, feet, pounds, gallons, etc. etc. So I have been slowly learning the metric system this week! All the other people here are European or Asian, so they all talk about things in kilos and milliliters and meters and centimeters and Celsius, so I have gotten to not only “master” (lol) converting dollars into Pounds Sterling…and Euros…AND Kronurs, but also “master” (lol) the metric system to be able to keep up with them all. So anyway, that was a tangent…I went and calculated in my converter and that means the temperature here has been fluctuating between approximately 40 and 55 degrees Fahrenheit – and that is during the daytime. So I am VERY appreciative that we are housed inside and have the ability to heat ourselves. We keep a “diary” each night with just quick snippets of what the day was like, and ours is written in the same book as the previous workcamps’ this year, so we’ve been able to read what their camps were like, and the one right before us didn’t have a shower OR electricity! So yes, I am VERY appreciative.

The work we are doing:

  • Building a stone path from the campground’s bathrooms to the river in the middle of the campground area – approximately 100 meters long.
  • Painting the whole outside of his barn.
  • Cleaning and tidying the storage area inside his barn.
  • Cleaning the algae out of the hot pots.
  • Drilling a hole in one of the rocks by one of the outside hot pots so that he can put a pipe through it.
  • Cleaning up the bathrooms that belong to the campground.
  • Removing these HUGE weeds and then feeding them to the horses.
  • Removing a barbed wired fence around part of his property (which according to the team that did it actually ended up being a lot more difficult than it originally seemed).
  • Pulling the weeds around the 3 outside hotpots.
  • Planting some flowers inside the greenhouse.
  • SPECIAL NOTE FOR HEIDI HAAS: NOOOOO, we did NOT pick up ANY poop, specifically that belonging to a bird!! Hahahaha!
  • I think that is all…

We have not yet finished painting the whole barn, and honestly, probably won’t before we leave, by the looks of it. We made a surprising amount of progress cleaning the storage area out. You could barely even walk around beforehand (it was seriously worse than my room has EVER been!), and now there are multiple, easily accessible and navigable paths throughout the barn, and everything in there looks really nicely tidy! Also, we are still working on the stone path (since Day One! It’s fuckin’ crazy how long this is taking us!) and we will probably finish that on the last day we are here working. Everything else is already completed! Which means that once we finish painting the outside of the barn (if we choose to continue that project), then we will have all 8 of us working on the stone path project and we will make much faster progress. This is my team, so this makes me very happy to think about! Haha. When we started it, we had only 4 men on it, and we made an average of like 7-9 meters per day, and today we gained two women and we have already doubled our speed to about 15-18 meters or so in one day, so once we have even more of us, we will be done in no time! Yes!

We worked Tuesday-Thursday and then had Friday and Saturday off. We then worked again on Sunday until tonight, and will have tomorrow off, then we will work Thursday-Saturday, have a day off on Sunday, work Monday, and then head out on Tuesday. On our days off, we do any sort of random things. For instance, our first day off, we just lazed around all day (which was great – it felt like I was back home! Haha), playing cards, getting to know one another and hot potting the night away. Tomorrow, half of us will go out driving a few hours to Isafjordur (pronounced ees-uh-fyor-derr) to shop and…well, whatever else there is to do there…it’s a “city” of 3,000, so who knows what there is there Lol. The other half of us will get up early to go kayaking! (Based on the exclamation point, maybe you will have learned that I am in that awesome group) That will only take a couple of hours, so when we return I will either nap or go horseback riding. Our camp leader, Lukas, implied that kayaking tires you out, so he chuckled when I said I’d be going horseback riding afterward. But we’ll see…either way, I know I’ll be going at some point tomorrow, haha. And then on the next day off (either Sunday or Monday), the half that went kayaking will go out to Isafjordur.

So I have been working out amazingly via all this work, right? I’m lovin’ it, and actually, it’s gotten me into thinking about how I’d like to check out the construction industry for a future job or career…more on that later, though…and I don’t know how much fat I’ve lost (I say fat instead of weight because I believe my numerical weight has risen because of the muscle I am adding to my body), but I do know that I have noticed a difference in the size of my face, which I am very happy about. And then the worst thing ever happened today. I lie, ‘cause it was actually the best thing (regarding meals, at least), but regarding my weight, it was the worst, lol. Anyway, the occurrence was: Stella cooked meatloaf and potatoes tonight! It was great, we had an American meal!!! A little preface here for your understanding at why I am so happy…we have had fish for basically every meal since we have arrived. I mean, it’s good fish…it’s fresh fish…it’s great and all, BUT…after, 20 meals of fish, you start to want to shoot the harpoon through your OWN head, not the fish’s. Haha! Oh – and the only type of fish I have ever had before was sushi, which doesn’t really count as fish, if you ask me (which is why I’ll eat it with zeal), and I only have sushi approx. once every month or few…So anyway, tonight’s meal was AMAZING and I ran up to my room and got my ketchup and ran back down to the dining room and drenched my food in it and dug in and got all sorts of giddy and shit! Ah, it was so great! Especially ‘cause I was getting very homesick this afternoon. It was literally the absolutely most perfect timing.

Now…you’re wondering why I have ketchup with me in Iceland, right?…I don’t quite know why you’re wondering this…it’s not at all out of the ordinary…but if you must know…For our “International Evening,” which we will have as probably the last night that we are here, we were told to bring stuff from our country, like movies, games, music, foods, recipes, etc. etc. This is somewhere where I got tied up, ‘cause America TRULY has nothing of its own, save country music (oh, God…), but especially regarding food, so I was STUCK! STUCK I TELL YOU!!! Haha. But finally, I had a stroke of brrrrilliance! I’ll take with me green jello and ketchup and mayonnaise and with the ketchup and mayo, I will make fry sauce! Genius, yes, I know. Give me accolades when I get home. Haha! (God, I love how funny I am!)

Oh! One last thing. There is actually cell phone service here. How crazy, eh? We are in Heydalur, a small valley area, right close to a fjord and in the middle of a few large-ridged “mountains” (I put mountains in quotes because they are not mountains to us Utahans. At best they are medium-sized hills, but here I think they are considered mountains…). Anyhow, we are living in a valley, pretty and all (and there are blueberry bushes EVERYWHERE on the mountains), and guess where the cell phone service is. Yup. At the VERY top of the “mountain.” Which is a good…mmm, maybe two-hour hike. Yeah, so needless to say, I have not been on my cell phone much! We went fishing one afternoon, and the lake was on top of the mountain, and so I thought ahead and brought my phone with me and was able to call my mom for about ten minutes which was nice. She hadn’t heard from me since I had landed in Reykjavik (pronounced reh-kya-veek) and I think she was getting a bit worried…

Anyhow, I think I will probably go now. A few more things I’d like to say, but this is getting INCREDIBLY long, and I might just remember to include those things in the next blog I write.

Until Next Time,

Love, Peace, Happiness and Equality,

Ryan!

[HA! I just found out it is actually only Day 7!]

9.07.2009

Reykjavik Syndrome -- or, more the opposite...

I am here in Reykjavik, and I feel totally alone. It sucks...Not being here, but feeling this. Don't get me wrong, I am glad I am here and have taken this little excursion..I just feel alone. It seems everyone here wants to get to know each other..until it comes to me...like, even my roommates are just like "Eh, hi." and that's where the friendliness stops. :(

I have learned that the next time I go do something like this, I will arrive at least two days ahead of time. I need a full day to recoup after the travel (Alex was totally right!). They have some pretty cool day tour stuff around here, and some decent stuff to check out in the city, too, but I have neither the energy nor time to check it all out like I'd like to. Which has partially led to my down-ness.

I can't wait 'til I get started at the workcamp. I think that experience will be quite different than this one. Or at least let's hope, because there will only be 8 of us, presumably pretty much alone with one another the whole time, so I hope connection-wise it's not a repeat of my roommates today, haha! Hopefully they'll be wowed by my green Jello and fry sauce...haha. Oh! Guess what I found out today....yes, they do have McDonalds and whatnot here (yea for familiar food!) but the menu is all in Icelandic, so ordering is made into difficult guesswork anyhow! Lol. I went to the mall and I was tired and famished after buying an emergency phone, and was like "Ahh, I'll just hit the McDonald's real quick for something familiar and safe and comfortable" and then I get up to the counter and the guy barely speaks English anyway, and I'm just like "Well, here's the gist of what I want, but I can't read your menu, so please just give me the closest thing you have..." Lol.

I've never felt like the "new kid" before, and I definitely do here. I've always thought it was simply a made-up belief and therefore behavior, and I still think it is to an extent, but I definitely have learned compassion for all the "new kids" out there...I will retain what I've learned to be able to relate to my kids later if they are ever the "new kid" in school or whatever...The thing about hostel culture is everyone stays here for a few days or weeks, and they all get to know each other, and then when say, a timid, tired, ornery American pops in for a day, it's like "Eh, who is he?" and there's no time to build any relationships. So I totally get it on my end.

Anyhow, I look forward to the workcamp starting tomorrow...I know I will feel hella rewarded as I do some hard labor all day for the next couple of weeks, and bond with the new people there. We all will be "new kids" there, so we'll all feel for one another, haha.

In the meantime, there is an incredibly hot Brit across the room from me with his semi-cute friend and I wish the other creepier European kid in front of him would talk a lot more quietly so that I can hear more of his beautiful British accent....lol. MMMMM

Until Next Time (And None Of Us Truly Know When That Will Be Haha!),

Ryan!


Oh, P.S. -- I've been notified by a friend that she has been posting comments and apparently I've been deleting them, but I haven't received comments on my blogs for probably, like, the last 5 or so, on my side, so if this is the case with you as well, just know it's something technical going on, I guess...

Icelandia! (Well, that's actually a deceptive title...it ended up being more about Alex...Lol)

I think Iceland should rename itself to Icelandia just for the hell of it. We all know it's much more fun to scream ICELANDIA!!! than it is to say "Oh, yeah, I'm in.....sigh...Iceland...what a boring name, I know, right?..."
Haha ;P

Anyhow, I am here! And I am queer! Get used to it! haha ;P I am all sorts of fun and weird today...it must be the altitude...or jet lag...or whatever else I can blame it on in jest. Lol! Oh, man...ANNNYhow, I think it is actually that I am crushing on someone and SIMULTANEOUSLY having one of the most stretching experiences of my life to date by traveling to La Europa alone!! GYAHHHH!!

Ah! My mom just pointed something out to me--> It's probably actually the lack of sleep, haha...THERE we go...

ANYHOW, I am doing pretty fucking well, if you can't tell....just like a bell...though I smell....like hell...wow, I'm just pretty much ridiculous. Sorry if you came here to read this blog hoping it might be something deep and insightful and, well, worth your time haha!

So, yeah, crushing on this amazing guy named Alex. He is SIX FEET SEVEN!! I LOVE IT! As I was on the plane from SLC to Boston, he texted me that he hopes I have a good trip and all that sweet stuff, and I wasn't expecting anything, like, at all, because we just met the day before I left, and I thought we'd said the goodbyes we were going to say, like, the night before. And I am SO ecstatic that he sent those texts yesterday...I mean, it's just so sweet...that he thinks about me that much already :) You may not know this about me, but I LOVE being the benefactor of large amounts of attention (when it's ingratiating...lol).

Just by being, he is teaching me so much about myself and how I normally do relationships, and how to be a better person, and how to treat people differently and better and with more compassion. And how to treat myself better and with more compassion, too. I absolutely adore him. Plus, he's increddddibly sexy....like, from 0-60...we'll just put it that way...HAHA!

And then, like, we have SO much in common, it's great...like, more than I've ever had in common with anyone else. It's actually almost creepy. It's like he has sat in my head for the last 6 years and studied everything about me, and then recorded all my thoughts or answers or ideas in his own voice and then played them out of his mouth randomly as we got to know each other the other night. And he's a total Cockerspaniel-type personality, which I love, 'cause he's also an Aries, so he's got that firey Lion personality, too, and he has those two great traits in just the perfect amount of ration....I seriously can't think of anything "wrong" with him..well, actually, I just remembered, he had bad B.O. when we went out dancing. Lol. That's his one detracting quality. I think I can put up with that......At least I'll try to..
;P





Oh! P.S. since you're all probably wondering, I am in Iceland, I am safe, and I am having fun with myself! (Not like that, Cary....I know you'll go there...lol)
Oh, and there are TONS of hot men. There were in the Boston-Logan airport, too...I think that something needs to be done to Utah gay men...they need a Boston/Icelandic makeover..Haha. MMMMMMM.
Wow, even that quick update turned into an update about the sexiness of the men around me..sheesh! Well, I guess that's a good thing, eh? It means I'm attracting such an abundance of sexy men in my life that I can't think of anything else.
Or else it means I'm a horndog right now.
Hmmmmm.....To be or not to be?....
LOL

9.05.2009

My Heart Is Generous! Thank YOU!!!

Life is so beautiful. It is full, it is sincere, it is generous and loving, it is grateful and humble, it is pure and I absolutely love it.

First, and most happily, I went on a date last night! It was not a regular dinner and a movie type date, and I am very happy about that. The guy is fabulous; all night he was talking sweet to me and complimenting me and making sure I was happy and feelin' good and he totally swept me away :) I am SO grateful to the Universe for giving me this opportunity. I am absolutely smitten :)

And, of course, the Universe is simultaneously offering me the opportunity to see how patient I truly can be. Being patient is not my highest virtue, lol, especially when it comes to being attracted to people. So, cool that I get the chance to stretch that part of me.

I say this because, for those who don't yet know, I am flying out to Iceland at 9:30 tomorrow morning!! :D I am SO freaking excited for this..I'm wonderin' how it will be, and am a little bit antsy and anxious because it's COMPLETELY something I've never experienced before! I bought 4 disposable cameras so I can take 108 pictures total! I can't wait to share my experience with all of you...I'm hoping I'll be able to access internet after the day's work, or possibly on our "off days" so that I can update my blog, but I doubt I will be able to...it seems like we will be pretty rurally located :)

Oh! That reminds me! I get, like, 50+ updates on Facebook per day, and it takes like, an hour or so a day for me to check my friends' Facebook status updates, so if you expect me to see anything that you put on my Facebook page, please make sure to send me a FB email as well, letting me know about whatever you posted, 'cause when I get back, I'll probably have about 1,000 updates (and I will NOT be going through that many, haha), and it would take me, like, 20 hours to get through all the updates. So yeah, just an FYI :)

I love you all, very very very much, and I appreciate the role you play in my life, and the support you give me.

(Also, a quick special shout-out to Melisa Pehrson for that AWESOME travel bag you bought me! and to Kara Grotepas for hooking me up with Alex's info so we could meet each other. He is so perfect..I absolutely LOVE YOU! oh, and to Cary Robarge, 'cause he's just absolutely amazing. I can't even express how much I care about you and am grateful for your love. I just don't get how that is possible! I love you.)

P.S. -- Kara, I still don't know how to officially pronounce your last name, so if you could let me know, that would be so awesome :D